The issues that are relevant if we wish to see God move and bless His Work are godliness of life and prayerfulness, and regardless of the
theological camp a man belongs to, there is an absence of unction. The evidence from Edwards and DMLJ
is as clear as could be that these men experienced the divine unction
on their ministries and numerous conversions followed. Sadly, the same
cannot be said of Owen, who had no known conversions, though, of course,
that does not mean there were none. He did say, mind you, that he
would give all his learning to be able to preach like John Bunyan, the
tinker and evangelist. Wouldn't we all!
We are fooling ourselves when we convince ourselves that no
conversions equate to faithfulness to the Gospel. Spiritual pride and
arrogance drives us when we think like that. McCheyne used to preach and pray with his face buried in his hands
and the tears running down his cheeks. My biggest fault as a preacher
is that I cannot preach in that attitude, for I am far too sinful. Perhaps we need to read McCheyne's
sermons and study them closely to see how to preach the Gospel with
power sent down from heaven. We need that sense of God in our services,
and not "glorified Bible studies," as DMLJ
so rightly described so many so-called sermons. Orthodoxy is important, but if a preacher
studies more to be orthodox than he does to know the Spirit's power upon
him, he has no right to ascend any pulpit.
How
much we crave and pursue popularity with men, and neglect being in the
special favour of God. Our hearts are so sinful and wicked.
I have said it often, there are
far too many 'essay readers' in our pulpits today with the result that
we are far more concerned to get something out of our heads rather than
get something into the hearts and heads of our hearers. Preaching is
about communication, communication of the highest and most exalted
order; yet it is here that we fail so
lamentably. How sorrowful I am when I think that I used to describe my
ministry as "a Bible teaching ministry." This is vitally important,
but if that is all we are doing, then God be merciful to us. My sinful
heart was so full of pride of the worst kind that I blush to even say
this. My heart is pained to admit this travesty.
One
thing I have been well aware of (and its something I have done more
in the breach than in the observance) and that is "the barrenness of a
busy life." Satan works us so hard that we do not do the very spiritual
exercises that we know are needed. The church also plays
into this because she does not want us to be "men of God" in any real
and effective sense. So, she puts us on all these committees and
commissions with the very purpose of keeping us off our knees. She
invites us here and there, all to keep us from fellowship with the
Lord. And into the bargain, we become all puffed up with pride and
entertain thoughts of how good/great we really are, when in reality we
are no better than unprofitable servants.
Satan will use anything and anyone to keep a man off his knees. R. M. McCheyne
said, "What a man is on his knees before God, that he is and no more."
We're not much, are we? Someone also said, "If you want to humiliate a
minister, ask him about his prayer life." How truly devoted is he to
Christ whom he preaches and offers to the lost? How much does he love
the Saviour (Jn.21)? What are his real priorities in ministry?
Perhaps
we are much too full of our own importance for God to use us. Perhaps
self-righteousness has taken such a hold of us that we would not be prepared
to admit it. Perhaps we imagine that by 'performing' well in the pulpit, our
own or someone else's, we are pleasing the Lord. Are we? Is ministry just about 'performance'? How much do we really depend upon God's anointing when we preach, and how much on ourselves?
We need to dedicate ourselves to doing serious business with God if we are see any move of His Spirit. But we are not prepared to do what it takes to make this a reality. We're too busy at other things. We need to de-clutter our lives of all that does not allow us to do that very thing.
This is surely enough to be going on with for now. We will continue this dialogue with a view to making the necessary changes in our lives so that we reflect more closely the pattern set out in Scripture.
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